Of course how could I forget, or maybe... could it be that my brain could be affected?
I looked at the man right in front of me and shivered at the idea that I could become like him. Would my eyes become red like his? What about my skin? Would it start to peel off as well? And most of all ; would I become a slave to her? Just waiting to die serving her?
-Don't be afraid, he said.
I stopped thinking for a while and looked at his distorted face. He took the cloth off of my mouth and let me talk. I stayed silent for a while, so he said;
-Where you, and this team of "Clean-ones" or whatever you call yourselves, see destruction we see love and understanding. You might not be able to see but we all live blissfully. She is our ruler and ever since she gave us her gift, our life has greatly been improved.
-But why can't you see it? You are all going to die and that little bastard is the one responsible.
-If you could only see, the truth, her gift, you wouldn't be afraid of death as much.
-Oh, really? Is this why you offer people to her, is this why you burn the ones that resist her? You are sick.
-Your tone is giving me a headache and I need to concentrate, he said and putted the cloth back on my mouth.
I accepted then, there was noway I could talk sense into him. But he was alone and her guards hadn't been alarmed yet. Judging from the appearance of his leg, rotten and dead, I could easily outrun him as well. If I could only get out of these ropes.
- OK, then let's begin.
He took a blood sample and continued his work. I searched for my things, and then I checked the ropes he had used. If I could only have his knife. It was lying next to him, as he would often pick it up and cut something I couldn't see. An idea came to my head. I struggled and muffled to try and get his attention. He noticed.
-Are we going to keep up this conversation of how big a mistake I'm making?, he asked.
I nodded no.
-Good, he said and took off the cloth.
-I need to go to the toilet.
He looked at me suspiciously.
-Wait here I'll bring a bucket.
-What? No, please let me go to a real toilet.
-No, he said and left
I quietly started moving towards the knife, praying he would take his time to find this damned bucket. I hold my breath while cutting the ropes. I run upstairs and when I was up my eyes met his. He started shouting but I couldn't make out what he was saying as I started running like the devil himself was chasing me.